Wanted to move a post up front so it will be seen from hp3--" I have spent many days reading through all the different conversations here. My head is swimming, my heart is beating fast. I dont know where to start. I have left a few short comments on other links, but there is always so much more. After I first found this site, I journaled 8 pages in one night, to help sort out my momories, thoughts and emotions. And of course reading my bible! I left the OACL in my early 20's. It has been a long, yet absolutely wonderful, struggle to understand the differences in what I was taught and what the bible says. I believe that as with everything in life, it is a life journey, not a destination, and I will continue to pray, read and learn until I die. Well I guess before I get going too far, I want to make sure someone is out there? I left a post asking to start a new conversation so it will not be so hard to track down a post within a conversation strain, and keep the recent posts readlily available. I dont really want to just journal to myself :)I look forward to conversing with others who have the unique background of having left a cult, and survived. I have worked through many issues, but again, as with life, there always lingering 'stuff'I guess I will start by continuing to check this site to see if there is anyone else out there as of late? "
We're here hp3! I'd love to hear some of your journal...